Monday, February 2, 2009


Wow I know 2 blogs in one day. CRAZY.
I am finding everywhere I look people I know are having babies.
My husband and I are talking about trying to start a family. While I am excited about this I think to myself is it really the right time. After thinking that for some time, I think when is it ever the right time to do anything.

It is hopeless the back in forth in my brain. I think it is time because I am almost 33 and the older you get the harder it is.


It is the first Monday of February and I have a horrible case of the Mondays.
I have been at work about 2 hours and I am so ready to go home.
Why is it when one person has a complaint about 50 more come at you.
I have so much to do so I can get stuff to the CPA for taxes PLUS I have my regular work.
HELLO there is only 24 hours in a day. I am only supposed to work 8 1/2 of them.

I am afraid I am going to have alot of late Fridays and maybe even some Sat work in my future.


Tuesday, January 13, 2009


I got married a bit over 3 weeks ago. It was a wonderful day, everything turned out so beautiful. We went to Hawaii on our honeymoon and it was peaceful,relaxing and romantic. Everything I ever dreamed it to be.
Now here I am back at work and the post wedding blues have set in. A friend asked me if I had gotten depressed yet. I guess after she got married for about 3 months she was just blue. You spend a year or more planning this wonderful event and than nothing. I was at first like nope, nothing like that. I know being depressed and it had not happened. I was so glad.
Now at my second week back at work, I am feeling I guess what she was feeling.
I planned this wedding and now it is over. What do you do now?
I love being married. I felt married before we got married because we were living together for almost 2 years before hand. I feel like something is missing though. I guess I miss making all the calls and planning on the fun events.

I am sure I will get over it soon. It is just so weird. I miss it, who misses all the stress and wanting to pull there hair out. Recent brides I guess.